Monday, August 20, 2018

collage this



Cut these snippets
some notable words-
Targeted advertising 
old photos and
Postcards and poems
and paste them right here

I’ll give you this blank slate
and urge you to make it more interesting
Manipulate these shapes and colors
And make it yours
Art appropriation - becoming identity
A menagerie of other’s talents

Glue it up 
Cover it up
No mistakes, just layers
It’s not me, it’s all of it
Forget what it even 
looked like underneath

That doesn’t matter now
That’s nothing

waiting for 28


Eyes up, eyes up,
keep your eyes up.
Breathe in the exhaust
from people on their way- 
I’m just trying to get
on my way. 

Eyes up, darling
Tell me where you’re going
But first, check out how the
headlights are doubled in 
Puddles on the street - 
Eyes up - don’t forget. 

Remind me of that feeling 
Where you could profess your love
With a sharpie on the plastic wall
of a bus stop you’ll never see again
between the maps and chewed gum
Immortalized, somehow

Eyes up, I’m waiting for 28
Eyes here, tell me how you feel 
Tell me why you feel 
Tell me when, what, who you feel 
Me... I just feel the salt on the sidewalk
And the salt in my eyes.

It’s still raining, I think.
Check for ripples and undetermined tempos-
But keep your eyes up honey, 
We’re waiting for 28,
just trying to get on our way.
Someone tell me where to go.

Wednesday, July 11, 2018

math

there's a number of people on top of the earth
and there's a number of dead people within it

a numerator
and a denominator

that's a small fraction


untitled #2

i'm filled with
nothing
to the brim

overflowing with
empty
spilling oxygen
from holes in my sides

love crying

you feel gravitational waves the most
on the inside flesh of your lower lip
the distant quiver
when the words or air coming out
is magnetic with the universe
on the outside

should've wrote you a letter

hi
it's me.
i'm not sure
what to say but
i know that
I want you
to be able to hear it

i should have
let you know
sooner
-more
--before

but shoulds are just
bricks
built up
and up
and up
in a chimney that
will surely fall


ode to jaimie #1

i've been thinking about that feeling i had when I was young, at your house, and having to call my mom to get me in the middle of the night because i was scared of the dark. how you would sit up with me and help me call, or come with me to wake up your mom. we wanted to spend the night together so bad, to not have a limit on the time we took to choreograph jumps off the couch and laugh at the sounds our bodies could make. but we both knew that the nothingness of the night meant something else, and we didn't know what to do with that.

i think losing you is helping me connect with the things and the times i've forgotten. associating me with times i've spent with you and recognizing myself like a journal you pick up years later to read. in losing you you've helped me realize how important to it is to try and find the things you've lost.

i'm bad at birthdays and i have no excuse because i still have a facebook

i'm expected to have enough friends so every night is occupied
outside my own thoughts

there's only a few friends and a few thoughts i'm down to
share with eachother

like how shame sneaks its way into every feeling
like a snake with a scythe floating beside it
(because snakes don't have arms)

i like when people present themselves as warm
and i need the friction from the vibrations in the walls of my room
to forget about the cold blood and coil that rattles its way in each night

so the fan cools the heated metal of what steve jobs decided is a notebook ~i guess~
and the cool blue light stares at me and lets me know
im a bad friend

log off, hoe

Friday, December 16, 2016

don't

sleep,
            sleep,
                        sleep,
Beauty

dream all you can
‘cause the story stops
when you
wake up

wait,
            wait,
                        wait,
Rapunzel

brush all day
til’ someone
tells you to
let it down

scrub,
            scrub,
                        scrub,
Cinderella

work all day
don’t question or complain
rush home by midnight
to do it all again

passivity is
            pretty

           as a princess

Kiss

you told me about
how the prince
woke the princess
with a miracle kiss
fueled by true love
and I thought
someday
I want to be a princess
and be saved by
true love's
kiss

but now I think:
how could it be
true love
if I don't get a say?
how could it be
true love
if it's only decided by
the suitor?
and how could I love a man
who wakes me up

while I'm sleeping

Glass

a piece of glass;
that’s all it is.
neat edges
flat plane
a polished surface
hung in every room

fix your hair
more lipstick
turn to the side
check your teeth
angle your head
until she’s satisfied

ask it questions
too many pores?
too fat in these jeans?
can I pull this off?
why does my hair stick out?
who is the fairest of them all?

blank stare
two eyes
dark circles.
flat lips
convinced that’s me
looking back

she wears a crown,
my reflection
more power
than flesh
she tells me what to do
and I do it

a piece of glass;

that’s all it is.

Coffin Daydream

She woke in a panic.
At first, all she could see
was her reflection
bouncing off the glass above her.
Encased, enclosed, trapped;
Yet, her reflection comforted her.
Smooth pale skin,
with not a wrinkle in sight
topped with shiny locks
that could make you
think of warmth
in even the coldest of winters.
Her lips were plump and red,
the kind that always look perfect
when closed.
Encased, enclosed, trapped;
in a dress made of silk,
on a bed stitched of satin.

Her eyelids fluttered
and her vision focused.
Past the glass covering
was a painted sky with
brushstrokes of grey and midnight.
Time passed on and there she lay,
no longer able to keep track of the days.
The trees around her morphed with the
seasons, growing and dying in due time.
All the while two things remained unchanged:
The gloomy sky and her porcelain face.
She soon became restless,
an image of youth and beauty contrasted
against a dark and dismal sky.
Paralyzed and silenced,
she could feel herself being watched.
She wanted to cry out,
but found that
that was something
her perfect red lips were not
supposed to do.
Encased, enclosed, trapped;
her reflection no longer
brought her comfort.

She awoke again with a gasp,
and the Queen was relieved to know
that she was able once again to sit up
in her own bed.
That day, she walked past her reflection
and for the first time in a long time,
did not ask

“Who is the fairest of them all?”

collage this

Cut these snippets some notable words- Targeted advertising   old photos and Postcards and poems and paste them right ...